Reasons

I have been remiss. Already. And during National Poetry Month, of all months. But…there are reasons. Some positive reasons; some negative; some just…reasons. But I have been writing. I am 18/23 in an attempted 30/30 for April, I have finished two book reviews, and spurred on by a request from a journal I love, finally completed an essay that I have been thinking about writing for months. The poem drafts are stronger than I imagined they would be, assuaging some of my fears about having lost my poetry mojo.

Reading books of poetry has been a big part of my little sabbatical. In no particular order, digging in to these collections has brightened, enriched, and inspired my April.

I am reading aloud a wonderful YA novel in verse called House Arrest to my sixth grade students. They are completely engaged in the short, poetic journal entries that make up Timothy’s story, and it will be a good way to bring us to the end of the school year, which seems ever so near and yet so far away. (Unlike all of my college professor friends, I do NOT finish teaching at the end of the month – June 6 for me. Keep me in your thoughts…)

And this week has brought GPN – good poetry news, for those not in the know. A poem of which I am quite fond is featured in the newest issue of Juxtaprose here. And another poem is in the current issue of Poet Lore, one of the first journals I started to read and aspire to when I came back to writing seriously around 25 years ago. It has been a while since any new work has appeared in print or online for me, so it feels like coming home.

I do have to say it’s a little embarrassing to have other bloggers continuously link back to the post where the Revival Bloggers are listed when I hadn’t posted anything in two weeks. Some ringleader I am.  But this is about writing, right? And I HAVE been doing that.

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The Sounds & the Fury…

I’m back. Although I didn’t write HERE on my Spring Break, I did write. And read a LOT. And submit poems to journals, which I haven’t done in quite some time. But after reading the round-up this week on Dave Bonta’s site, I have decided to embark on some sort of poetry endeavor for April.

Although I always fail at 30/30 attempts–this is not hyperbole, I mean ALWAYS–I decided to try something different. I am going to try to write something every day that plays with sound and tone – phrases, wordplay, etc. – and, in this way, I will free myself from the pressure to even make sense!

Somewhere, I truly cannot remember where, I was introduced to an exercise that I have already used both days of April so far. I will share it here in the hopes that it might give you some ideas about playing with sound.

  1. Start with a lengthy word that has a variety of letters. (I have used the words. ventriloquist, paraphernalia, hypersensitive, and inconsequential. You can use any word you choose!)
  2. Spend some time making a word bank of every word you can create from the letters in that long word. Three letters or more. You may only use a letter twice if it actually appears twice in the word.
  3. Once you have a substantial word bank, start to play with creating phrase combinations. Once you have a few that you like, see if you can use words on the list and other words that stay in that sound family to write a lyric or tone poem.

Last night, my husband gave me the word paraphernalia. My favorite phrases were: repel the leperthe bells peal, a panel of liars, the rapier’s rip.  I ended up with a draft that might be going in the direction of a “dark days” type of poem. Today with my students, we brainstormed a list from ventriloquist. My favorite phrase from that list was a quiver in the soil brings violets.

So I have a plan. Which may not come to fruition. But I am enjoying the music, nonetheless.

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If you are looking for prompts for your 30/30, when I first started this blog seven years ago, I posted a prompt a week under the label The Poetry Tow Truck. That archive of 52 prompts can be found here – since it’s been so long, I may go back and try some of them again myself!

I’m me, and what the hell can I do about it?

Today’s post title courtesy of “Introducing Álvaro de Campos” by Fernando Pessoa (translated by Edwin Honig) – also a reminder. In a week of reading LOTS of poets and poems, my usual despair kicked in. How did he/she do that? Why is that so incredible? Why can’t I write like that? And today, Pessoa gave me answer: because I’m not (insert other poet’s name here). Because I’m me. And there really isn’t anything I can do about it, and that’s okay.

Of course, reading and borrowing techniques/ideas from other writers has always happened. Hell, even Shakespeare did it. But there’s a difference between learning from other writers and comparing yourself to other writers. The first can be productive – the second is mostly demoralizing.

So, today I have been trying to focus on just writing, my writing, not writing to fill a prompt or to mimic another writer or to try and imitate someone else’s success. So far, so good.

Other highlights of the day:

Zucchini Walnut Bread from an Amish bakery at the Farmer’s Market. Enough said.

One of my Bishop/Lowell poems “The Running Away” is featured on the website of The Labletter. Four of these poems were featured in their 2014 print issue, and it is kind of them to give this poem another life online.

Extract(s): A Daily Dose of Lit has accepted a flash piece of mine that should appear some time this week (perhaps tomorrow).

Lowlight of the day:

Catching the trailer for The Giver. Another book I love that the movies will probably ruin. (See also The Time Traveler’s Wife, The Hours…I could go on…)

Hoping that tonight will be submissions night – I have 6 or 7 planned, but I’d be happy with 3 or 4. Because that’s me.

Today’s Soundtrack:

  • Walking (knees can’t take running three days in a row any more): Tape Deck Heart by Frank Turner
  • About Town: Future Islands – Singles and Manchester Orchestra – Cope
  • Writing – MaybeSheWill – I Was Here For a Moment and Then Was Gone
  • Reading  – Morning Parade – Morning Parade and Morrissey – The Best of Morrissey

It’s the Big Poetry Giveaway – Again!

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It’s that time of year again! With April comes National Poetry Month and the Big Poetry Giveaway.

This tradition, now in its fifth year, encourages poets and readers in the blogosphere to share their own work and the work of other poets by allowing readers to sign up in the comment section throughout the month of April and randomly choosing a winner at the end of the month. Head over to Kelli Agodon’s blog for more info on how this great event got started (and to sign up for the chance to win her wonderful book The Hourglass Museum.)

Here at Put Words Together; Meaning, I will be giving away a copy of my book A House of Many Windows (2013, Sundress Publications). If you have ever lost faith in what you thought were certainties, if you have ever felt betrayed by your own body, and if you are a mother or have a mother, you may find yourself in this book. I am so proud of it.

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My second giveaway book will be a copy of Necropolis by Jill Alexander Essbaum, a remarkable book of elegy that uses Biblical epigraphs and beliefs to wrestle with the complexity of emotions that accompany death. download

 

I know, I know, they both sound heavy. But believe me – even the darkest of subjects can hold a lyrical beauty in its boundaries. So leave a comment below if you want to be entered for the drawing – I will number you in order of response – and click on the link to Kelli’s blog above if you are interested in participating. Happy Poetry Month!

Gratitude and Glossa

It’s the day before Thanksgiving. I do not have to cook tomorrow, as my 79 year old mother still insists on that, but I will be surrounded by (almost) my whole family: parents, husband, son, brother and three nieces. (One brother’s family will be celebrating in Wisconsin, but we will see them for Christmas.) I am always grateful for the time I have with friends and family – we aren’t fancy people, but we laugh a lot and hold one another’s hearts in high esteem.

I have been particularly blessed this year with my writing. I am incredibly grateful to Erin Elizabeth Smith and Sundress Publications for taking a chance on my book A House of Many Windows. It has been an amazing experience so far, and the conversations it has sparked with people of all ages, genders, and walks of life have been humbling. I am thankful for all of the editors who took chances and published my work, those who nominated me for awards, those who sent encouraging words along with their rejections. And I am grateful for all of my writing friends – those who are physically in my life and those who live in the online ether – for encouragement, support, praise, critique, and general camaraderie.

So, in honor of that writing community, I wrote a draft in a form I had never seen before today. In perusing The Daily Poet by Kelli Russell Agodon and Martha Silano (which I reviewed earlier this month), I came upon an entry which challenged me to write a glossa, a form based on four lines from another writer. The example provided used song lyrics, so I did the same.

Glossa for Ben Gibbard

Sorrow drips into your heart

through a pinhole

Just like a faucet that leaks

but there is comfort in the sound

 

The first cracks are microscopic, hairline

fractures that lend a wise patina, nothing

to be concerned about at all. Sometimes

you forget that they are even there, those

old wounds from first crushes, false loves

and bad decisions, but each one is a part

of the process. After all, something split

cannot ever be mended in the same way

and, once the slow seeping starts,

sorrow drips into your heart.

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Your eyes as a child were open so wide

with wonder they could see across oceans,

through brick walls, could imagine vast

horizons dotted with mythical beasts as

easily as the neighbor’s overgrown yard

filled with mewling cats. Once your whole

universe bloomed infinite, but it narrowed

with time and now all the colors are fading.

Your sightlines have become funneled, doled

out in thin rations through a pinhole.

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Your vision slim, your poor heart cracked

and worn, you wake up one day, winter sun

blazing aimless in a crash of blue sky, and

vow reclamation, get out the super glue

and a plumbing snake, patch things up

and root them open, spend days and weeks

on end battling the breaking. And you win –

sort of – most days – but once in a while,

late at night, a memory floats in and sneaks

in its disrepair, just like a faucet that leaks.

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And the dripping some nights keeps you awake,

at the brink of sleep but not quite, and the world

wiggles its way in to make new fractures. Your

vision tunnels down to duty and requirement

like everyone else. You begin to fear the unseen,

stuck in this husk of human form and bound

to the sinking mast of age. What made you think

you could be different? The slow fall of water

on porcelain reminds you how you’ve drowned,

but (at least) there is comfort in the sound.

Risky Business

Take a risk!  I have received a few entries in my book giveaway contest, but I am still taking poems until Friday. Write me a sonnet!

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Reaching out and trying to promote the book has been difficult for me. I am not naturally an extrovert – although I’m not shy, I’m also not bold, so to cold contact reading curators, etc. to set up events has been uncomfortable. But taking the risk has paid off so far. In the past month, I have appeared at an author’s fair, had a launch reading in the community where I work, and have booked three other readings in areas that will be new audiences for me. People have responded well to the work, so even though I will never be completely comfortable with this aspect of the “po-biz,” I can say that I am conquering my fear.

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On my residency this summer, I set a goal of submitting to journals with a more difficult chance of acceptance. Some are still pending. Others have received the good-old form rejection. But a favorite journal of mine, Labletter, accepted four poems from my Bishop/Lowell series for their 2014 issue. I believed in these poems finding the right home, and now they have. That risk brought great reward.

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And, speaking of risks, tonight I created a new folder on my laptop with 107 poems that could be a second manuscript. I will do a little fidgeting in the next couple of months – placing poems into possible categories, looking for image threads that reach across poems, swapping poems in or out based on emerging themes. And, when my two weeks of winter break comes along, there will be paper. Patchwork fields of paper. Hopefully a risk worth taking.

The Return of the Prompt – and a Giveaway Contest!

I stopped writing weekly prompts a little over a year ago because I was burnt out from thinking more about how to write a prompt than I was thinking about how to write. I do enjoy working from a well-written prompt, however, and I still believe in the value of prompts for pushing writers into ideas and forms that may not have come up otherwise.

So, in celebration of the release of my book A House of Many Windows, I offer you today a challenge and an opportunity to win a free copy of said book! How, you say? How can I win?Comp_09 (1)

It’s easy. Simply write a poem based on the prompt directions below and send it to me via email at djvorreyer(at) gmail(dot)com. I will choose a winner that will be published here on the blog, (of course, removed for you later if you choose to submit it elsewhere) and that winner will receive a free copy of the book in his/her very own mailbox.

The Challenge

Think about all of the windows and doors that have been a part of your life: the bedroom window from which you watched the stars or mooned over a crush; the door you slammed in your mother’s face; the window of the place you feel most at home; the door to your first apartment or family home; the tiny window near your office cubicle that offers you the smallest, most perfect square of sky.

A line in the penultimate poem of my book asks you to “think of the doors you have walked through and thought/I’m home. The windows you have opened near your bed/on a hot night. The lives you would have led/had one of them been nailed or painted shut.”

The prompt challenge is to: write about one of the windows or doors you remember and how it represents a thing or a moment that made a difference in your life. And, since I just took a sonnet workshop with the wonderful Molly Peacock, your poem should be sonnet-like. By that, I mean having any of the following elements that work for you:

  • work with the “magic proportion” (formally, an octave and a sestet; informally, a “front-loading” of sorts)
  • have some attention to music (follow a formal rhyme scheme if you like – or no rhyme but other musical elements of language)
  • have approximately 14 lines

Remember, the definition of a sonnet in contemporary poetry is pretty broad – don’t feel you have to get Elizabethan unless that really works for you! I will take emails for a week, then choose a winner. So throw open the nearest window, and get inspired!